Well, here i am again. Not too much is new. I'm living in Powell apartments now. I like it. I'm still with Tina. I love her so much.
Summer break has been in for a month now, and i'm still trying to find a job. Plasma pays the bills, but not much else. I need a car. I can get my license in 2 weeks... maybe i'll pass the freaking test this time. I'm slowly saving up for new cymbals for my drumset.
My family reunion was last weekend. It was nice to see my cousins and aunts and uncles.. and there was NO conflict this year.. i loved it. My grandpa forgot who i am. He called me by my dad's name. It almost made me cry (for those of you that dont know, it's been 10 years this month since he died). Grandpa is slowly dying. Grandma is moving up to North Olmstead, and she's moving him out of the nursing home he's lived in for the past 2 years. He's going to be so confused. It was really good to be able to see him at the reunion, it could likely be his last.
Next month is the "cousin's" reunion... since there was a mixup on the normal time of the family reunion, my generation of the family decided to have one the normal day (since a lot of the family wasnt able to make this weekend's one)... we're also calling it the "no beef" reunion... because we've had so many disputes at family reunions, the invite says if you have beef with someone, either dont bring it or dont come. It's basically just going to be another normal family reunion, but this time it's run by my generation. It's good to see that we're likely going to stick together after Grandma passes on... she's the glue that holds the family, but we're going to still be stuck together when she's gone, contrary to what it used to seem like.
I'm in a depression again, but it's not as bad as it sounds. I've not been on my meds for a lil while and i'm gonna start seeing my dr again and get things worked out. I need to get better. Pray for me. There's a lot to pray for me in general, so just pray that things get better. Pray for my mom too, she's definitely got problems too crazy to put on here (too personal too)...
well, thats that... i'll try to post again soon
I love you tina!
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